What do you say? Are there words, really? Jason is my big brother. I think it's safe to say that we hated *or really disliked* each other until we were out of high school (what brother and sister don't!) , but I wouldn't hesitate one second now to say that he is one of my best friends.
Jason is a hero of mine and it became even more evident on January 5, 2007. As a police officer myself I can not imagine what he went through the night of his shooting. Hell. Pure hell. And it's been a roller coaster ever since. He is such a strong person. He is the one that is there when you really need somebody. When I went into labor with Tyler, he came to Provo that night. He spent the next 2 days learning about the hospital, he took the tour of the NICU for us since I was bed ridden, he brought in the Dr's to explain to me what to expect with our tiny little baby that was coming any time. He gave me a blessing. He was a rock. That is Jason. He is still a rock. I never doubt that if I am going through a difficult time that I can count on him.
On Labor Day this year I was an emotional wreck worrying about my current pregnancy and Jason offered me a blessing. It brought me to tears that he would do that. He doesn't know, but I think about that blessing constantly. He has no idea the peace it brought me. I *knew* this baby wasn't coming early after that blessing. Jason told me so and I have no doubt that he was inspired. I love him for that.
I love that he is willing to do anything for his family and friends. I love his personality. I love talking to him (when he does talk! haha). I love hearing his stories from being out on patrol. I love watching him work as he has this way with people that is just a treat to watch. I love his sense of humor - the guy really is funny and a joy to talk to when you get him going! I love that he loves his family. I love his sense of adventure. I love how he can make me feel better after a good talk. I love that I feel like he really cares about me. I love hanging out with him. I love when he is sarcastic and we laugh about it. I love the glances and that we totally can laugh inside because we know *why* we're giving those glaces! I love that he is Tyler's uncle and Tyler loves him (especially when he gives pennies!). I love that he will be our baby girl's uncle. I love that he is humble and doesn't boast himself in pride. and......I love that he is my big brother.
Today, after almost a week long jury trial, we got a guilty verdict on his shooter. We didn't *win* per se, but we were blessed with a great sense of relief. It's not a win/lose here, it's justice....and justice was served on the twentieth day of November, 2008. This was a huge hurdle to get over and one that we are all so grateful to put behind us. Most of all Jason. I will always be so grateful to my Heavenly Father that he allowed Jason to stay on this Earth with us. What would we do without him? He is our rock.
4 comments:
Wow! You all are so amazing. I am so grateful for people like you guys who risk everything to help the world be a better place. THANK YOU! I am so thankful that justice was served. Thanks again!
That was awesome to log onto your blog tonight and see that. I have thought non stop about the trail all week. It was the best feeling in the world to feel like Justice was served. We love you guy's like family. Thanks for always including us and making us feel apart of what you do. We are so grateful Jason is still here and still able to be a HERO out there!!
WOW! If that doesn't bring tears to your eyes, I don't know what will!!!! What a blessing!
Oh Kim, what an amazing tribute to your sweet brother~ I am so glad that you FINALLY got a verdict, it has been so LONG in coming! I am so grateful that it can finally be over and put behind you all! Wahoo, what a great way to start the day with such amazing news! Love ya!
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